I'd really like to explain properly my decision not to come back next semester. It seems that if I took my own advice, I'd be 'sucking it up' and 'thinking' with the rest of you. Truly I'm not doing this just because I want to have some money behind me, it's so much more than that. CBS is such a big part of me, campus ministry is a blessing and this year's mission looks incredible - this was not an easy decision. There are things that even I won't share on blogspot and they're the reasons why I need to do this.
It's just... what I said at MYC and what I'm actually doing seem to be inconsistent. I feel I need to justify my actions. Sometimes things are out of our hands and right now I'm walking by faith because it's all that I can do.
The way for me to glorify God this semester is to not be on campus. It sounds ridiculous but for me it holds true. And even if it was the wrong choice to make, I find comfort in the fact that God works through those mistakes too.
God knows what He's doing, even if I don't.
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